Missing To Missing

Missing you
Lingering in my mind
Turning up turning down
still
i'm missing you

I do not know why
should
missing you
the time turn and turn and turn
still i'm missing you
wasting my time
wasting my tears
searching for your love
searching for something infinity
from you

yes, did wasting my time
tearing there tearing here
never tiring
but still you hurt me
from your shadow

i heard a story
just bout you
bout her and her and her
from he and he and her and her
your infidelity.......full stop

should i tear again
or
shred my tears
and run run away
from your horrific shadow
horrific dungeon
should i let you go........

and not only i missing you
i also missing you
and you lost....over there
again...full stop

We are perfect

Never ever down to our self
because they are not perfect enough
to judge yourself

They say they are perfect
did they laugh
when seeing the one in a million of yourself
it is your personality
created and gifted by Him
they have no right to look down at you
because it is your desire to be yourself

Nobody perfect
even though the perfectly beautiful on earth is just a weak creature
where sometimes in her 'inner' is monstrous

Be our self
no matter how they look at you
because you yourself is a princess
in front Him
and the one that will destined for you...

Pain
Missing somebody is pain
But love is a strength
Even though it is pain
to bear the love

Love
is courage
in our life, true love is courage
....no arguments

Waiting and waiting and waiting
love
for you to come back
true love, never exhaust, strengthen every seconds
even though...try to deny it
but it grew stronger

love
thanks for your support

How i remember the day

That morning
missy
coldly
How i remember
i left the place
with sadness deep in my heart
away
with my uncle
and cousins
How i weak
in facing the boulder
boulder of hatred
that teach me
to be a cold person
Should i left the misery
and bring the misery
to the other destiny
when i left that place
on a sorrowful day
As the day learn
There is crisis
They day also express it sadness
As i'm crying deep in my heart
on that sorrowful sunday morning


 

home
how i really miss you
everything is there
happiness, life and fun
when nobody disturbs your peace
home
the best place of all
how i need to stand
living away from my lovely home
missing my family at home
and all the good memories
only this word i would utter
if i really missing my home
I WANT TO GO BACK HOME.....

Stairways To Heaven

Exhausted